Monday, July 19, 2010

So flippin' sad

no energy
fighting back tears
trying to work
not very focused

I know I'm angry but I don't know what to do
all I want to do is cry
but I don't want to spend my life crying
crying is a good way to kiss my day good-bye

I am so flippin sad
and thinking about it just makes me mad
can't wait for al-anon parent meeting tonight
it will be a safe place to unload

God, give me strength today.


  1. It is good you are getting support at your meetings. My sponsor and counselor advised that I attend at least one open AA/NA meeting a week as it helps to see the other side, allows a bit of compassion to seep into our souls. I found that understanding the addicts views by just listening, helped me to focus more on myself and not be so angry at my son. (((HUGS)))

  2. Know that this is part of the have to be mad and sad and grieve your losses to get to the other side. Take as long as you need. ((HUG))

  3. I'm sorry that you are at this painful,sad stage. Hang in there. ((prayers and hugs to you))

  4. I'm so sorry that you're having such a down day. I agree totally with what Annette's part of the process. It's not always like this...I hope your day is much better tomorrow!! (((hugs)))

  5. Glad that Al-Anon is there. The fellowship will surround you with love and understanding.